When sadness hits hard…

I want it to go away, but it doesn’t.

I want to be okay, but I’m not.

I want others to understand, but they just don’t.

I want her back, but it won’t happen.

I want the impossible dreams to disappear, but they continue.

I want my kids to know her, but they can’t.

I want another hug, kiss, and her advice, but thats all been put on hold.

I want the memories to stay alive, without the constant tears, but I dont know how to do that!

All I can do, in this moment in time, is thank God he gave me the best! Grieve the loss and smile as I carry her with me!

But in this moment, I will bow my head silence and whisper, “I love you mom”!!!